Really, Really Bad Week

This week has got to be the worst that I have ever had! Monday was okay, but Tuesday and Wednesday was the worst! First, this bitch Tamblyn told me on the bus that I looked crappy then kept asking me why I was mad and why I was not reading. I told her point blank that I could not read because she annoyed me so much. Then Clarissa was really mean and cold to me during first period. Second period me and Brian got into an argument because he told me I was causing everyone else to be in a bad mood. Later, in seventh period when I was putting up some things for Miss Morrow I asked Savi to write my name for me on the sign in sheet and she complained and made Chelsea do it. Then on the bus she told me she wanted to sit in the seat alone because her knee hurt her, so I sat in the seat behind her, Brittany Kimmons came on and sat with her! Then as we were cutting out crosses for the nursing home, Savi kept calling me really mean names. Then at home my dad yelled at me because I said he sounded like Brian when he told me I should not take my bad day out on him. Also during History, we were discussing something, I have already forgotten what, anyway and a few minutes late Megan M. asked a question about what we were talking about and I said, " Megan, we were just talking about that for like 10 mins." And she just exploded, "Well I was trying to copy this History I wasn't paying attention to what ya'll were talking 'bout!" I was so shocked at her outburst, my jaw just dropped and me and Daniel told her to calm down. She seriously pissed me off. I noticed that whenever people hurt my feelings I sort of shut down and become very quiet for a few minutes and I dwell on it for the rest of the day. I definitely have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)!

Wednesday was a little better but not that much. I was talking to Maranda about the French quiz we had and I said we should review today, take the quiz Thursday and review for the test and then take the test Friday. She disagreed and when I said "Well.." She said "Well nothing, screw you we should watch the movie Friday and take the quiz today and the test Thursday" Then in Seventh period Savi kept up with the name calling and was just plain mean. Then at home mom had a real horrific meltdown when the phone would not work and yelled and was really hateful to me. When I joked and said I would move out and live with Jean, our neighbor, she just went off.

Friday went a whole lot smoother, but when I did not want to participate with Clarissa and Maranda in an event during FUN DAY, Maranda said Screw you I'm not your friend anymore. before that she asked me if I cared about our friendship and I shrugged, because honestly why should I care when they, mainly Maranda, have treated me like crap. I am really fed up with Maranda's mood swings! God damn it!

Yea, so I had a pretty rough week. Maybe this week (SPRING BREAK!) will be better. :D